life

 i found girlfriend very late at the age of 22 i think .all things where good until i used to feel like we both love each other i just wanted to feel loved in my life from my child i always lived a alone life to due home restrictions.thats why i never tried talking to the girls from my school time .its start with a facebook message its was my first try to talk to gril i never felt confident about reaching out my college mate or in school due to i used to think they dont like me why they will like me i dont have anything with with no money and i dont look that good that someone will like me from front .that day when i met her i was very happy about finally i am meeting a girl in my life as i accepted that i will get married directly .but happly i got 1 girl who seems to be interested in me.i was madly in love with her .i used to get happy just by hearing her voice and smile .but problem with her is that she never given me a pioririty for her i dont what type of friend i as to her .but i never had a guts till 2 years to ask her whether she love me or not .beacuse i lived a alone life from child i dont wanted to loose her from my life .i know i am not important to anyone people will not remember me .the days when i asked whether she love me or not that days she told me that she dont love me .it broked me from inside i think from start only i knew this before asking and always feared about that 3 years in this years we meet 4 time .i used to thought that she had restriction in her some so i never asked her to come to meet but inside always want see beacuse i used to like seeing her from close /live.she is just like robot or i dont know she is showing me her different side to when u love someone u cant live without her talking but i left her no talking till 3 month 5 month many time in hope of she will come to talk but then i realised that she dont care whther i talk to her or not . i thnink its too late to say all this